you're all i keep thinking of and i can't get you out of my head. no matter how hard i try it's just never gonna happen. and you know what's amazing to me, that i would do anything to be with you, and you don't see it at all. you just throw me away like i'm some fucking peice of garbage. and i just keep running back to you. -dedicated
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me, so won't you kill me, so I die happy
Your vows of silence fall all over, the look in your eyes make me crazy, i feel the darkness break upon her, i'll take you over, if you let me, you did this. tidal waves, they rip right through me, tears from eyes worn cold and sad. pick me up now, i need you so bad.
I'm talking to the ceiling My life just lost all meaning Do one thing for me tonight I'm dying in this silence The last star left in heaven Is falling down to earth and Do you still feel the same way Do you still feel the same wayEvery time I see him smile that smile, I think that maybe he had saved that one for me. Then I realize that I'm going crazy Or maybe it's just my imagination working overtime on a guy that's gonna break my heart.
I'll drown in the rainfall..and float till i find you
im not getting over you im just getting used to the pain
true love is when you shed a tear yet you still want him its when he ignores you yet you still love him it's when he gets with other girls yet you still smile and say i'm happy for you, when all you really wanna do is cry
as years go by i race the clock with you but if you died right now you know that I'd die too you remind me of the times when i knew who i was but still the second hand will catch us like it always does until the day i die i'll spill my heart for you...<33
and even though your just across the room, it feels like your ten thousand miles away and i hate to sound overplayed. but i need you right next to me right by my side I wish for one second you could understand how much i love you .. but even more than that I wish It mattered to you
im so tired of pretending that everything is okay, my tears are starting to show my smile is fading away
my heart was taken by you, breaken by you and now its in pieces because of you
seen your kind many times... big mouth no heart. in shame, disgrace fist to your fucking face
one day you will ask me what is more important in my life, you or my life.
sometimes you have to sacrifice love, just to save friendship
guys are so misleading, they lead you to think they love you. when really...they dont care.
you keep bringing up the past and i keep hoping for a future
you look at me, then you turn away. why? maybe just the words you could never say
trying to be someone else is a waste of the person who really are
you say its only me, and that i'm so perfect for you. i don't want to try no more. i don't want to make this right. i just want you to be true to me, one time.
the hard part isnt missing you.. its knowing that i once had you that breaks my heart.
I think ill go with anti-love. really, who needs it? butterflies in the tummy and hearts skipping beats.... that cant be safe
'rain on meeeee.. lord won't you take this pain from me?..'
god this sucks..ok here it goes. science class we were learning about matching DNA and stuff and since anthony ALMOST looked like me, mr haas matched us up for an EXAMPLE and so anthonys my brother =) lol ok well were not related but people are saying we make a good couple and all so its kinda annoying me but whatever. i walked home with jen after school and we kept stopping and traded cds and stopped again and traded cds lol it was weird. i stopped by yvettes house just because anthony lived across from here lol but yvettes my friend...man i still remember 5th grade when we would ALWAYS have fights but that was 5th grade. im talking to yvette on the IM right now and she telling me her crushes and whos in her swimming class. anthonys in my swimming class (2 anthonys) yeah..ok well i got a new cell phone! yay im not really use to it but whatever. just as long as it looks nice..ok well im out
'my hands are at your throat and i think i hate you..'
im in an awful mood ever..ok ive been in worst moods before but this is one of them..im giving up on love..ive been hearing the song 'till the day i die' all day and kelly told me to stop because it was scaring her..ugh whatever its just a song. until the day i die is a very good song im gonna download it. ok well bye bye
`cat
